. . . I feel skinny, but not skinny enough!
I wore my mom's "hot boots" today. Or you could just call them hippie boots with the tiniest 2-3 inch heel. Hurt the shit out of my feet. Great day now that I didn't have my lucky penny. IM 100 POUNDS!!! wow does it feel great! To know I'm so close to my short term goal. To know that I will probably be less than my goal. Sunday I have to go to Medieval Times for my nephews birthday. It's going to suck, eating in front of all those people. Eating alone at that. If I just take alot of super mini bites maybe they won't notice or I'll just bring extra napkins and spit it out. They'll be way to busy to notice that I'm not accually eating.

** 2 days to lose 1 pound.

**INTAKE**
- 200 Calories Total. --coffee.

. . .another day of feeling fat.
Mood:  blue
My lucky penny had failed me. I forgot to take vitamins. It was raining today, I couldn't find an umbrella so I missed the bus. Got to school, Alice in Wonderland purse's strap broke off. Forgot to do my English homework therefor failing my English Test. Got a B on my Math Test. I looked like shit. Felt fatter than ever. Couldn't find my eyeliner. Didn't eat lunch on purpose. Got 3 wrong on my math homework.

The only good so far today was I look great now( even though I'm about to go to sleep). I got a pack of reds today. My hair accually straighted. Maybe tomorrow will be better.


Short Term: 99 lbs. By Saturday Night.

. . .We all new it wouldn't last.
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Jefferson Airplane
This morning I found a penny on the floor and put it in my shoe. Hoping that maybe for once it would be good luck. The day was just all down hill. My shoe kept coming untied. I felt obesely fat. Questioned everything everyones said about me. And declared to myself I'm on a diet.

Rule #1: I must be at least 90 pounds by March 17th.
Rule #2: Food has been completely eliminated.
Rule #3: I will take 2 vitamin supplements a day.
Rule #4: I will drink at least 10 full bottles of water each day.
Rule #5: I will exercise to the point of passing out 3 times each day.
Rule #6: I am to do anything and everything to hide it. People must think I'm happy with myself and eating.

I wasn't ready to eat yet. And now My Appetite is gone again. I miss feeling hungry already.